Thursday, November 02, 2006
Hi all crashcourser,

There are so many things I want to say (yeah, as usual) during the last day of school but couldnt do so due to all the silly events going on in school that day.

Our path may not cross anymore. Most of you will easily forget about me and ignore me next year. Some cant wait for me out of their way..ha..some may even celebrating.

Here are some of my thoughts for the whole year. Like it or not.

There was time,
I doubted myself as your form teacher.
I felt incompetent.
I almost wanted to quit.
I ran away from class.
I deliberately disappeared from class.
I felt I m the extra.
I felt yall hated me and is sick of me.
I felt I had lose the control of the class.
I dont feel the respect from yall, because nobody is listening to what I said in class.


I hoped,
I m not too strict to you and causing yall discomfort.
I m not too demanding to ask you to do well in your studies and live a meaningful life.
I m not too harsh on you, but worried if I m not and you will lose out.
I m not too lenient to you, but worried if I had pampered you too much and made you a weaker person.
I didnt neglect you and sorry if I did.
I had lived up to some of your expectation.
I didnt disappoint you too much.
I had imparted some knowledge to help you in your life one way or another.
I didnt screwed your life this year.. ha..
You will grow slowly and not become a typical Singaporean.
You keep your innocent and dont become a bad typical BPian.
You hold on to your friendship and make new friends next year.
You had take something from the year 2006 with the class and me.


Thank you for,
Being as discipline as possible to not get yourself into trouble and thus get me into trouble
Being a good listener even when I nag and nag and nag..
Making me laugh with all the silly crapped jokes.
Embarrassing me, teasing me and making fun of me as part of the crapped jokes.
Correcting my language, both chinese and english.
Reminding me I m old le.
Teaching me new things.
Helping me to see myself.
Tolerating me being an assholes idiot.
Crazy year 2006.
Rock n Roll year 2006.
All the fond memories.

I had great fun as well as sadness.

I regretted for not taking picture with each of you and i m jealous with those who had.

Sorry for being emotional.

Thanks for the year 2006.

THANK YOU CRASHCOURSER.

Liw.
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